I miss her as much as Kobe misses his 3s.

I could’ve been out with my friends, or kicking it with my friends at my pad. I could’ve been with another girl tonight, but I can’t ‘cause I’m stuck on you. I’m not doing this to show off to you ‘cause you won’t see this. I always try to make girls happy, and for some reason they don’t like that. It’s like if they like being with assholes/dicks. I’m not like that, I can’t, and won’t. I’m 100% sure that you’re thinking of me and waiting for my text, but I have to show you that you have a good guy. You’re losing me. I know you don’t need me, and that’s what I love about you. You’re independent. I need you as much as you need me. I hate doing this, and I’m sorry, but I have to open your eyes up. You’re not “fine” or whatnot, but in my eyes you’re beautiful.

“A world where some of us don’t have enough money is a world where the differences between us present a problem: the need to get rid of inequality or to justify it. A world where some of us are black and some of us are white - or biracial or Native American or transgendered - is a world where the differences between us present a solution: appreciating our diversity. So we like to talk about the differences we can appreciate, and we don’t like to talk about the ones we can’t. In deed, we don’t even like to acknowledge that they exist.” - Walter Benn Michaels

and disappear for a while.

I really hate that when you try to do something right, it goes fucken wrong.